Re-thinking my life

This weekend I re-thought (not sure if that's a word) myself. Or I was forced to. Ever since I returned to Sweden I have been keeping everything to myself: feelings, experiences, thoughts and plans. I didn't think anyone would be able to understand. I guess there was just one or two people I really shared anything with.

But after bottling things up for so long you can't hold it in after some time. After being low for so long I reached the point where I had to turn back up. There are still some things that I haven't been able to share with my closest ones because I'm afraid they won't understand me. But I think I've taken a step in the right direction.